i'm not exactly sure how time has passed by so quickly, but i'm not surprised considering we've been having such an amazing time building this life together and contunously learning about one another. it's a never ending thing, making sure that we're always at our best, that we're always making sure the other is aware of our feelings and simply living in unison. i've never been in anything this secure in my life, and the most amazing part of that is, is that i thought i was. no one has ever showed me the love you do. no one has ever been there for me in ways that you have. no one's ever took the time to really learn about me, focus on me, listen to me, and you have done all of those things before we were even together. it's really rare, what we have. it's impossible to repplicate and it's delicate, it's ours and it's simply magical. i always believed in soulmates, but i guess i didn't understand how deep that feeling goes when you actually find one, and you've really showed me that. every little thing you do, every little time you kiss me, or hold my hand, or whisper you love me, i'm reminded of how lucky i am and how truly breathtaking out life together is. i've fallen in love with you so deeply, my entire heart is consumed by my love for you. i have given you every last bit of who i was, am and will be, and i know you'll never turn your back on it -- and you never have. your respect towards me, your compassion, your heart have been shining through you ever since we first spoke, and you never skipped a beat. you never once stopped. you always stayed true to who you said you were/are and i admire you for that so much. i admire everything there is to admire about you.
i've seen you go through some tough times, i've seen you battle them down as if there was no issue at all, and i see that. i see you. i never, ever stop watching you and admiring how willing you are to do just about anything for the people you love, me being one of them. it's lucky for me, in a way, to have someone like you in my corner, for so many reasons. not one person is going to change my mind on who i see when i look at you. not one word is going to change the things you've said to me, because what you say, and what you do is pure. you have proven yourself to be one of the most beautiful souls to walk this earth, and you stumbled into my life and now i can't stop myself from needing and wanting more.
my life was always beautiful, even with the bad things i've gone through but when you walked in, i knew something was about to change. i didn't exactly understand what you saw in me and why you continued to talk to me. it confused me more than anything, but i stuck through because i needed to see what'll come of it. i knew that there was something there, and maybe at first i just thought it would be friendship, but as we both know now, that wasn't it. we became so used to one another. we became one so fast, it's almost scary to some. but you were always meant to walk into my life, and i will never, ever not believe that.
sweet baby of mine, i am so grateful for you, my life with you, your love for me and mine for you. i am forever going to love you, cherish you, support you, lift you up when you need me to, and cry with you when there's nothing else left to lift. but always, and i mean always, it'll be us. we're a team forever and i am so incredibly proud of how far we've come as individuals, but also a couple. you have given me so much love and happiness that could last a lifetime already, and somehow i want more, and i know you're always willing to give me that. please know, you're a blessing, you are a wonder in my eyes and you simply amaze me every single day with everything you do, for everyone around you. i love you, i love life with you, i will love you until the day we die and spending our first christmas with you and our families is everything i could have ever dreamt of, plus more.
your nico
